Just need to love Him

I have been struggling with something recently. I have been struggling to discern if God doesnt answer yes to a prayer, is it a ”no now” or a ”no forever” answer?  I do understand that it is not something that I should be overly concerned with since God wants us to focus on the now rather then the later.  So, if I will stop complaining, I could just simply [...]

The Color of my Demons by me

My demons sit and whisper and ponder of ways to show me beauty. Beauty like angel cake. Wonderful. Beautiful. Tasty. Unfulfilling. Unhealthy. Beauty that takes my eyes by surprise, and my will captive. To bind me in chains and throw me into the abyss. That is their plot.
The colorful spectrum of beauty that shines from [...]